1 . NOISE ( Im SORRY IN ADVANCE )

Its not biological yet until it starts molding then death can be born because it is no longer a sterile environment lungs and hearts hearts and heart it’s meaty it’s very disgusting there is nothing appealing about a heart lungs are very fake and cannot be trusted it cannot be trusted nothing can be trusted in nature only predicted all things ugly and disgusting are good because I don’t know there is metal in the drums, and the ugly part is the fuzzy mold growing on it making the mix sound bad mixing and mastering I will not be a slave

Its not biological yet until it starts molding then death can be born because it is no longer a sterile environment lungs and hearts hearts and heart it’s meaty it’s very disgusting there is nothing appealing about a heart lungs are very fake and cannot be trusted it cannot be trusted nothing can be trusted in nature only predicted all things ugly and disgusting are good because I don’t know there is metal in the drums, and the ugly part is the fuzzy mold growing on it making the mix sound bad mixing and mastering I will not be a slave

Its not biological yet until it starts molding then death can be born because it is no longer a sterile environment lungs and hearts hearts and heart it’s meaty it’s very disgusting there is nothing appealing about a heart lungs are very fake and cannot be trusted it cannot be trusted nothing can be trusted in nature only predicted all things ugly and disgusting are good because I don’t know there is metal in the drums, and the ugly part is the fuzzy mold growing on it making the mix sound bad mixing and mastering I will not be a slave

Its not biological yet until it starts molding then death can be born because it is no longer a sterile environment lungs and hearts hearts and heart it’s meaty it’s very disgusting there is nothing appealing about a heart lungs are very fake and cannot be trusted it cannot be trusted nothing can be trusted in nature only predicted all things ugly and disgusting are good because I don’t know there is metal in the drums, and the ugly part is the fuzzy mold growing on it making the mix sound bad mixing and mastering I will not be a slave

2. LUNG

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3. Folklore

Still grieving folklore cannot help me anymore folklore in my dreams picking fights chopping up a table full of sorry lack of dawn full of insects said I’d kill my gut but I forgot say you hate my guts I’m tryna move on cold under my sheets all the insects wanna have a dream but I can’t trying to give in but I can’t trying to give in but I can’t don’t pay no mind I’m not listening have one or two friends that’s on everything have one or two friends for real ingrown hair I’m upset my emotions are not friends anymore I don’t want to make music that you think about or hear I need to feel it touch me distort me drums in my face sing about your love because I can’t relate my health my head my hands my helm your hair your voice something is real my health my head my hands my helm your hair your voice something is real sorry lack of dawn full of insects said I’d kill my gut but I forgot say you hate my guts I’m tryna move trying to forgive myself tryna limparm outta hell tell em I don’t need no help chasing carousels like a methhead spill my fucking gut for the entrance entry fee is free cause I just need someone

4. Pleaaaaaaase

Death   caressing my feet   listening to music with me  Folklore got a pocket with dreams   she makes me want to cry on my knees   pleaaaase don’t sleep   stay with me   expectations from nature was my last resort  raising the stakes til my body was warm   out of breath from the pressure   Death   caressing my feet   listening to music with me  Folklore got a pocket with dreams   she makes me want to cry on my knees I feel like   expectations from nature was my last resort    raising the stakes til my body was warm   Jesus with headphones bumping MIKE   Cymbals crash with keys and I cry   Green money Black noise clean my whites   Jumbotron grievance is a bitch  I don’t wanna do this no more (do I still have to do it?)   I don’t wanna do this no more   pleaaaase don’t sleep   stay with me   pleaaaase don’t leave  stay with me   stay with me   stay with me  

Don’t leave stay with me don’t leave   stay with me don’t leave stay with me don’t leave   Don’t leave stay with me don’t leave   stay with me don’t leave stay with me don’t leave  

Mostly I don’t want to do this no more   I’ll try another day   I’ll try another day   but I don’t wanna do this no more

5. Nest

I’m feeling nothing at all

I’m feeling nothing at all

I’m feeling nothing at all

Mostly the stress is a blessing (mostly the stress is a blessing) metal industry our lungs wanna have a dream about us you cannot trust me but I can’t sleep without you being next to me I can’t sleep without you being next to me you are who I wanna be honestly I wanna be do I even wanna be

Do I even wanna be

Do I even wanna be

Do I even wanna be

can I give myself a reason not to be my eyes are bleeding it’s hard to see I’m tired the violence fear is growing grossly face is getting weak emptiness hopelessness muffling pain is impossible now empty nest it cannot hurt me trauma dump on every woman I can find tryna hype myself down tryna calm myself down stop myself from smiling stop myself from crying you learn to get by without the love heaviest nothingness in my blood flowing lava broken dove help me help me help me help me help me help me fear is growing growing growing growing growing

marching off into the fog (but i really really really miss my mom’s mom)

yeah

6. Dolomites

Marching off into the fog gotta make a new song but I really wanna go back to when I was small when I used to get a rolled up sandwich in my bag with ham eggs and salad but I don’t know what I’m doing I’m pursuing a

Funeral dream seems like she’s still in my bed face on a limb cover my face with something everything is foggy I’m marching off into the fog in knight’s armor but everything is so foggy I can’t see I can’t sleep I’m having an episode I cannot breathe I cannot sleep

But now I’m in France crying in my girlfriends lap

Anxiety attack

Can’t face the fact that I have to make things last so I get an anxiety attack swear I just wanna be small hanging out with my mom’s mom marchingoffintothefogbutIreallymissmymomsmombakingwithmymomsmommakingchocolateballsinfrancecryinginmygirlsfriendslapandimtellingherijustwannabethreeyearsoldagainplayingwithmyharrypotterwandinthedarkcallingaftermymombutihavetomarchintothefoggottaputontheknightsarmorbutihavetomarchintothefoggottaputontheknighttheputontheknight

7. Floating Greyclouds

STRAIGHT FOR IT LIKE I’M GOING ON THE HIGHWAY THERE IS NO OTHER WAY FOR ME TO DO IT ‘LESS I GOT MY OWN WAY AND IT’S REALLY HARD TO MOTHERFUCKING DO IT AND I CAN REALLY FUCKING DO IT IT’S JUST IT’S REALLT HARD TO PROVE IT AND IT’S JUST REALLY HARD TO MOVE IT WHEN THIS SHIT GET IN YOUR WAY WHEN YOUR CATCHING SHOTS AND STRAYS WHEN EVERYDAY IS LIKE THE OTHER DAY AND IT’S GOING REALLY TERRIBLY STRAIGHT FOR IT LIKE I’M GOING ON THE HIGHWAY I’M GOING THROUGH IT I’M REALLY GOING THROUGH IT I’M GOING THROUGH IT AND I’VE GONE AHEAD AND THREW IT THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW I’M SITTING ON THE GROUND AND SHOW ME WHAT TO DO THOUGH I’M SITTING ON THE GROUND SHOW ME HOE TO MOVE THOUGH I’M SEEING SEVENTEEN YEAR OLDS ON THE GRAM AND I’M PUSHING TWENTY THEY OUT HERE MAKING BANDS AND I GOT STILL NOTHING I REALLY HAD A PLAN REALLY HAD A PLAN I HOPE I COME AROUND I HOPE I LOVE MORE I HOPE I SPEND MORE I’M WITH MY FAMILY BUT I CAN’T JUST COME DOWN OFF FLOATING GREYCLOUDS YOU THIS SHIT GOES IT’S A LOT OF FUCKING SHIT IT’S DEPRESSION IS IT ANXIOUSNESS IT’S A LOT A FUCKING STRESS I CAN’T JUST COME DOWN OFF FLOATING GREYCLOUDS YOU THIS SHIT GOES IT’S A LOT OF FUCKING SHIT IT’S DEPRESSION IS IT ANXIOUSNESS IT’S A LOT A FUCKING STRESS I CAN’T JUST COME DOWN OFF FLOATING GREYCLOUDS YOU THIS SHIT GOES IT’S A LOT OF FUCKING SHIT IT’S DEPRESSION IS IT ANXIOUSNESS IT’S A LOT A FUCKING STRESS SO GET ME UPRIGHT JUST GIVE ME AIRSPACE JUST GIVE PEACE REAL I CAN REST MYSELF THIS TOO MUCH THIS TOO MUCH THIS TOO MUCH

8. marginalia

Brain is fried I got some. things that I. mistakes that I. could have avoided now I’m ignoring all the things you say because it all depends on how im feeling today Let me pick up my phone I got three to four problems to make mail was the same i done checked aint got time for the shame cycle was longer the sentence was longer got _____ years im back in it

i cant get rid of the day i need somebody to help me with all of these names i need to go back i got new things to say i got antibiotics to take i cant get rid of the day i need somebody to help me with all of this pain

keeping everybody out im the master of my dungeon but sometimes i feel a gust of wind and i open up for someone i play the ex you play the friend let’s pretend let’s pretend that i am a hiker and you are mount everest yeah yeah you’re stressed and your vexed tell me you’ve lost interest you’ll have to pay interest transfer your life and ill pay in advance of your weirdness i am a fan

tell me more i am a fan

t r a n s f e r   y o ur   l i f e   a n d   i l l p a y i n   a d v a n ce   o f   y o u r   w e i r d n e s s   i   a m   a f a n

tell me more i am a fan

9. Violence

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10. in Control

I feel so bad I’d rather sleep

Feeling is beginning to make sense I need to dream

Feeling is beginning to make sense

Shapes are moving quickly

nothingness, I’m playing catch-up

man I’m overboard I’m feeling something in my stomach

man i’m overthrown I’m feigning for someone to show

Show me nothing’s perfect show me how to stay imperfect

is it better to be perfect is it better to be dead

show me nothing’s end and I will promise certain death

Seemingly I seem to be afraid

See me down the way yeah they see me well away

will i wait

will i stay awake

will the day finally go away

Please don’t leave me something needs to change

Please don’t fall asleep I need to make sure you’re okay

I’m okay

I promise you it’s fine

Got so many days left to spend

in Control but I can’t see the end

Got so many days left to spend

in Control but I can’t see the end

11. not far away

12. Happy Wheels

See the flames on my stomach put em out with my spit puking out your affection I just watched a movie in my dreams and now I fucking hate snitches I just watched a movie in my dreams and now I fucking hate snitches and I dislike the police I just want another trip to dreamworld and a brand new personality I just want another trip to dreamworld and a brand new personality

I just killed a woman last week killed her with my speech told her she’d get up and leave I’m just looking for some peace stay at war so I can go to sleep

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13. Hold me, putrid corpse

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”=#(/!= my conscience is ephemeral ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!= trying to make this love eternal ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!= make it last forever like the end of nothing special ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!= I’m nauseous see things when I’m walking ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=talking to myself like I told you I don’t need no help ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=I’ll just help myself ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=told you I don’t need no help ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=fell onto my head and I’m feeling nauseous ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=loving is exhausting ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=move inside my coffin ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=shameless like your talking ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=move inside my coffin ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=shameless like your talking ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=see things when I’m walking ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=loneliness is my stalker ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=catch me when I’m falling ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=don’t mind med I’m exaggerating ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=watching you in pain is aggravating ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=I’m exasperating ”=#(/!=

”=#(/!=”=#(/!=

”=#(/!= putrid corpse ”=#(/!=

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i want to die in your arms

i want to die in your arms

i want to die in your arms

i want to die in your armsi want to die in your arms

i want to die in your armsi want to die in your arms

i want to die in your armsi want to die in your arms

i want to die in your armsi want to die in your arms

i want to die in your armsi want to die in your arms

i want to die in your armsi want to die in your arms

i want to die in your arms

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 15. castration anxiety – mental show

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved                                        soldier catch a kill tryna dispatch

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved                                        faces of women it’s the same as before

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved                                        look twice just in case I was wrong

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved                          faces abroad  I’m feeling safer at home

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved                                         set it up like a game i’m corrupted

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved                                 dirty dust in my face i’m disgusting

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

The only girl i’ve ever looooooooved

                                          devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

devooooooool reve ev’i lrig ylno ehT

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18. (sunshine)

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